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So, schoo l started today... the day I've been dreading for a while now. I really wish that I could just be done with school and let that be that. Unfortunately in order to have a future of any sort unless you're exceedingly beautiful or talented you need an education. Being neither of those things I'm stuck in school for yet another year, doing what you ask.. spending money i don't have and stressing myself out to the max X( It just makes me so upset that you're almost expected to like school.... I hate it now, I used to like it .. IN ELEMENTARY. The good 'ol days when even if you did get picked on everyday life was still much simpler.... GRRRRRRRRRRR Anyway that is my rant for now.... the more stressed that I get the more rants there will be so expect a whole raft of them in the not so distant future. Peace

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Okay, so summer is definately really boring so far.... it kind of makes me sad. I worked hard in school all year to get to a long summer and now that it's here, it is a huge dissapointment. I really don't know sometimes, this town is so crappy. Well anyway this is another post of my crazy ramblings... I'm also listening to music so that will make my ramblings worse.. :P Oh well.... I'll be 19 soon, it scares me a little cause that will be strange. Anway rambling done for today... ~J

wooo?

Yeah, it's 12:02 am right now.... and I don't feel like sleeping. My cat is quite asleep though haha he is snoring :} Well this is a short post... don't really have anything else to say.... but my partners in insanity if you read this post on the group blog!
~J

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Yay, so I'm back from my conference and it was pretty cool. :D There were a lot of people there and even though parts of it were quite boring, I had an awesome time. We went out for meals a few times and I got to know some new people who were very nice even though they were much older than I am. The hotel that I stayed in was quite pretty and it was near the harbor. I had a hotel room to myself and a KING size bed! :D Oh did I ever love my king size bed. Anyway that was an awesome time and a great experience, but now I have to give a report and I'm quite nervous about it. :( Oh well I'll do my best. :) I got to see Christie and Kaitlyn! Unfortunately I didn't get to see Mallory or Sarah, but they'll be home soon anyway so hopefully I'll see them then :) Until next time. ~ J

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Hmmmm so I haven't been on my blog in a while.. :( I finally got my account back, YAY! After a long struggle with forms and e-mails, I am now ready to share more of my deranged craziness with the world bahahahaha :D Anyway I have developed a serious addiction to using emoticons in my typing..... long story we won't go there. So as I said it's been a long time, I'm now officiallly done my first year of university :O I had my last exam yesterday on the 14. Today I have to go to Halifax for a conference.... I'm not packed yet either :( I really don't want to go but it will be good because I'll get to see Mal, Christie, Sarah and maybe Kaitlyn... I miss them, haven't really gotten to hang out with them in a while so it should be fun in that way. I haven't even gotten a schedule for this stupid thing and have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing >[ that's just a little frustrating. Anyway I better go and finish packing, I'll have another update later :D

oh darn i'm not doing school work

Ewwww, i'm in C.A.L.M. class write now, i hate these stupid classes again i'm doing no work! It's pretty sweet cause i don't have to go to work tonight! San Lilies tonight to try on my prom dress again! I have to get it hemmed cause it's a little long.........(and i'm not even that short) It's absolutely gorgeous!!!! I love it. I'm so nervous about graduating this year though...... My life is running away without me, it's scary:( University next year, it's going to be a big step and i'm afraid of falling...... I have my friends though and i know that they'll support me whatever i end up doing (they know i'll never be a drug addict or an alcoholic so we're all good!) I hope that i'll make the right choices regarding my future...... Wow i'm defiately in a pensive mood today, which usually means doom and gloom..... it's cloudy today and i seem to have slight weather depression:( Winter is definately not my season cause it's so dark, but i love skating! (and going to the hockey games sometimes) I really don't know what else to write my brain's in slow mode today. I 'm sleepy :0 Kitty(Christie) hit me waaaah , just kidding, no waaaah i just hit her back!!!! Muahahahahaha i love evil laughs typed, they're pretty freakin sweet! well i'm out.......

Bahahahahaha.....*cough*

I have my own blog now...... teehee, beware world here i come. Right now i'm in P.A.L. class, although i'm not doing any work lol. Mal helped me make my blog teeheehee i'm super pumped!!
Finally a place where Timmy can't bother me....... I have an account on Neopets and when i found out about the Lutari, I had to have one but it's limited edition and that makes me cry cause they're so cute!!!! I'll never have one either......:( Christie's making fun of me again... Wow i'm really hyper! The EC dance was great fun last night but it was really upsetting to see all of the drunk people who you would think would have more respect for themselves then to pass out drunk on the floor in the school bathroom!!!! I heart my friends, they rock and keep me relatively sane:) So here's a little bit about each one of them. Christie's calling herself stupid...... she's not but it's kind of funny, she's absolutely addicted to C.S.I. cause she hearts most of the characters. Mal, well, she's pretty freakin awesome, she's probably got the most interesting taste in fashion and other things(don't worry Mal it's a good thing:) Catrina is ......... Catrina, i guess that's the best way to describe her!(she's kinda silly) Kaitlyn is really fun to hang around with, she definately speaks her mind...lol. Kaitlin well she's pretty funny. (jumping out the physics window together was pretty sweet!) Karly, now that's one girl you wouldn't want to mess with!! Kristy is great.....she's usually quite subdued but for some reason she gets a little bit daring on Fridays. Krysta's the one that ends up having all of the creepy experiences with me (Jarett Winn flies guh) I love her like a sis! Nicole, she's gross lol, thanks to Steve for that description...... Jessica aka J Robb she's pretty sweet lol..... These are my best friends and i have quite a few other friends too, Amanda, Leslie, Davina, Marly, Matt C. and others....... I hope I didn't forget anyone........ So many thoughts so little time..... Good times, i've even been given my own language lol my friends enjoy that(the Jessicabulary).... as you can probably tell, i like dots, they're fun. It's kind of scary that now anyone who wants to, can see what i'm thinking, teehee (it scares my friends they don't think it's safe to know what i'm thinking 99.9% of the time) I have to go to work tonight GUH i dislike my job............weehoo(baha Mal) There i've successfully finished my first post!!!! yippy!!!!! Well that's all she wrote! ~Peace~